Lost

Thinking of forever, it just tears me right apart
Just like the 2 of us were torn, when you threw away my heart
We were supposed to last together, for eternity
But now I am alone and stuck in sad reality
Serenity within myself is nothing but a hope
A hope that seems will never be, and I just cannot cope
I used to cry of happiness, thinking of our future years
But now our future's non-existant, and I cry different tears

Seems our love was just illusion
But I'm left with no conclusion
Only left in my insanity
I need someone to help me breathe
There's no one in my life right now
There's no soul I can cry to now
There's no life I can breathe from now
There's nothing left of me
I am lost

The world is caving in on me, it's flashing by my eyes
I feel each waking moment I don't want to be alive
But I will live forevermore with the pain surrounding me
I'm trying to get out of this storm, but I can't, pure agony
I set you free, I helped you be the person that you are
Didn't think something so beautiful would go and crush my heart
With just an explanation, that would put my soul at ease
Instead, alone is all I am, and lost is all I'll be

Seems our love was just illusion
But I'm left with no conclusion
Only left in my insanity
I need someone to help me breathe
There's no one in my life right now
There's no soul I can cry to now
There's no life I can breathe from now
There's nothing left of me
I am lost

I can't take anymore, I feel there's nothing left to do
Without you in my life, I feel that it's already through
I should just slip away, and fall into the cracks of time
Just as you did to me, I'll leave those who care behind
You took away my heart, destroyed my mind...

Lyrics and Music by Paul Little (2001)